Friday, June 25, 2010
I am in pain all day of every day. But, a few days ago I was an unbearable amount of pain. All I could get my body to do was lay there while I screamed. The only thing I would imagine could even come close to comparable is being trapped in a burning building. Unable to free yourself from the horrible pain, but wanting to so bad! Your mind says "fight this, get free!". But your body screams "I CAN'T!" With Lyme it is a constant battle between the mind and body in many ways. This disease causes alot of indescribable things, pain being one of them. I mean everyone has been through pain. A paper cut or migraine, maybe even a broken bone. But I have broken bones and been through surgery and that pain does not even come close to the pain caused from Lyme. I guess what I'm trying to say is if you don't have Lyme and you think you can comprehend what I go through.. think again.. Unless you have endured what I have, and screamed in horrible, excruciating, pain that you cannot escape, then you have no room to judge. And that's all there is to it.